Sometimes, all you can do it laugh at life. Just now, I tried to access a book online only to find that the website was down for maintenance. A week or so ago it seemed that someone had deleted me from their FaceBook friends, but it wasn't until today that I discovered who it was. This person less than a week before deleting me, had said that I was very inspirational and that they'd be e-mailing me anytime they had a motivational issue when it came to working out and eating better...maybe they had a change of heart.
I started to get upset about these things, but what purpose would it serve? People are free to do whatever they feel and although I would have liked an explanation on why they didn't want to be my friend anymore, I don't really need it. I'd like to think that if I had said something to offend this person, that they would have told me, if only to give me an opportunity to defend my statement or apologize for the offense. But at the end of the day, apparently they had their mind made up, and all I can really do is move on with my life.
I watched "For Love of the Game" today and really, really enjoyed it. I had seen it before, but it spoke to me a bit this time. I spend most of my time away from home, doing what I feel that I'm supposed to be doing (my work). But I'm not super-human, and I would like to find my "Miss Right" and settle down to a little bit more of a normal lifestyle, if the Lord wills it. Historically I've gone for the wrong ones usually...let's be honest here...they usually came to me and because I was attracted to them, I didn't turn them away. They're usually hot, pretty book smart, and a few of them had a pretty good grip on common sense too. But it hasn't worked out yet...I don't think I've found the right girl for me. My female friends say that they can't make sense of me being single. I really don't know how to explain it, other than to say that I don't think I've found her yet. The selfish part of me hopes that I do...the responsible side of me only wants it if it's His will for my life. Ahhhhhhhh..........
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